Boy

I always curious about some guys. Don't they feel guilty when they are being nice with the other girls while they already have a gf? What I meant is they are giving hopes and being 'sweet' to the other girls behind their gfs. Is it okay? I know that they are not married yet but still, you should have some respects to your gf. What if your gf find out about the third wheel? What does she feels? Does she happy? Ofc nah! You can simply say that you can be friends with anyone but pls, your gf has feelings too. She's not a puppet. I always tell about this to my boy friends and they still don't listen to me 💆 The worst part is, the third wheel didn't know that the boy already had a gf cause he hid from her. So, who's fault is this? I really hate a girl keep blaming the other girl and saying she wanted to steal her bf from her. Wtf bitch. You should blaming your bf first rather than the third wheel. If your bf didn't 'layan', absolutely that girl won't 'sangkut' isn't it? Think bfr you act.

Gals 💓

University life is not as bad as you think. For me, it's better than school bcs there are not too much stress and pack with classes. You can still have some times to chill and relax. I'm currently studying at UiTM Tapah (2016). At first, I didn't want to come here. Tapah is such a bored and pedalaman. Wdy expect a city-life-meeya is living there? Omg I couldn't believe myself! But there's one thing you gais should know about Tapah. There are beautiful views every morning and evening 😍 I can't help myself from falling in love with this besides humans. The first day I came here, my expression was "Lawanya!" and hati terus rela tinggal sini. HAHAHA I was placed in 4 persons in a room. My roommates are all 'okay' to me. We're not friends, we're family.

The most closed with me are Syaza and Farah. We always do bad and crazy things together 😂 We laughed, we screamed, we cried, we fought. Hehe I'm so glad that Allah met me with both of you. You gais are the reasons I'm changing back to the old-happy-meeya. Thanks gals! Idk how to live without you gais next sem. I really hope we'll stay together until the end. If Allah wills, Amin. We gained too many sweet memories and I want us to add some more!

Miracle

Hey guys! It's been awhile since I didn't go thru my own blog (about 2 years, I guess). So now, I have a story about myself. Um, more to love story? 😂 Well, I'm already 19 and ofc I should have someone by my side, isn't it? Such a pathetic if I'm still a loner. But its okay, I'm used to it.

Alright, let's get started!

Actually, he's my roommate's classmate. I barely know about him cause I'm not so into him and that time, I have feelings for someone else. One day, it was a really boring day and I felt like to disturb somebody. That somebody was him. I've got his number from Syaza (function habis). I was started our conv with just a lame 'hi'. He was replied to it! Okay, that's a normal thing. The abnormal thing is he's the one who was started the second conv. It quite made me shocked but I just let it be. Maybe he wanted to be friends with me and I don't even care about him.

Day by day, he was still tried to greet me. How I was doing, how was my exam went and others. So I tried to greet him back as a friend. (What you give, you'll get back). We're contacting each other every single day until now for almost 3 months. It such a good progress anyways. 

The sweet memories of us are I went to Seri Iskandar to support him when he had a football competition, we had some pictures together at the Majlis Anugerah Dekan and we went for a short trip for 2 times even though the second time he were coming with his roommates.

But, we'll not in a comfort zone forever. I found out he has a gf now and he's in a silent relay. He told me that last month. I asked him, "Why are you telling me this? The only me?". He answered, "I don't want you to know about this from other ppl cause I know you'll get mad. You hate when I'm hiding smth from you.". Well, I'm a bit touched about this. He knows me better. Me, Amira Syuhada, has no rights to control his life cause I'm no one to him. I'm just one of his girl friends. I think I should make up my mind and know where I stand. I'm no longer his fake gf and ppl should know the truth between us. And start from now on, I will leave him... forever. Thanks for treating me well all this while and be a good friend of mine. I hope you're having a long lasting relay with that lucky girl.