I just remembered about the incident that happened last year. It made me feel down and sad. 2014 is such an awful year to me. I cried a lot. I wanted to die, everyday. My laughed and smiled was gone. I turned to be a quiet person. I always out of space. And of course, I'm changed. Now, I learned that bestfriend is not 'everything'. We can't trust them easily cause they are the one that can backstab us back. They know everything about us, our weakness. See what my bff had done to me? I'm the type of person who rarely cry over the little things. But this is too much! They was tortured my mind just by their shitty words and the way they treated me. I'm not strong enough that time. Thanks to the other friends who gave me strength. I'm not holding grudge towards them but... sigh. Btw, Alhamdulillah I'm still alive until now. Eventhough there are so many obstacles in my life, I have to face them bravely. DON'T BE A WEAK GIRL, AMIRA SYUHADA!
