Boy

I always curious about some guys. Don't they feel guilty when they are being nice with the other girls while they already have a gf? What I meant is they are giving hopes and being 'sweet' to the other girls behind their gfs. Is it okay? I know that they are not married yet but still, you should have some respects to your gf. What if your gf find out about the third wheel? What does she feels? Does she happy? Ofc nah! You can simply say that you can be friends with anyone but pls, your gf has feelings too. She's not a puppet. I always tell about this to my boy friends and they still don't listen to me 💆 The worst part is, the third wheel didn't know that the boy already had a gf cause he hid from her. So, who's fault is this? I really hate a girl keep blaming the other girl and saying she wanted to steal her bf from her. Wtf bitch. You should blaming your bf first rather than the third wheel. If your bf didn't 'layan', absolutely that girl won't 'sangkut' isn't it? Think bfr you act.

Gals 💓

University life is not as bad as you think. For me, it's better than school bcs there are not too much stress and pack with classes. You can still have some times to chill and relax. I'm currently studying at UiTM Tapah (2016). At first, I didn't want to come here. Tapah is such a bored and pedalaman. Wdy expect a city-life-meeya is living there? Omg I couldn't believe myself! But there's one thing you gais should know about Tapah. There are beautiful views every morning and evening 😍 I can't help myself from falling in love with this besides humans. The first day I came here, my expression was "Lawanya!" and hati terus rela tinggal sini. HAHAHA I was placed in 4 persons in a room. My roommates are all 'okay' to me. We're not friends, we're family.

The most closed with me are Syaza and Farah. We always do bad and crazy things together 😂 We laughed, we screamed, we cried, we fought. Hehe I'm so glad that Allah met me with both of you. You gais are the reasons I'm changing back to the old-happy-meeya. Thanks gals! Idk how to live without you gais next sem. I really hope we'll stay together until the end. If Allah wills, Amin. We gained too many sweet memories and I want us to add some more!

Miracle

Hey guys! It's been awhile since I didn't go thru my own blog (about 2 years, I guess). So now, I have a story about myself. Um, more to love story? 😂 Well, I'm already 19 and ofc I should have someone by my side, isn't it? Such a pathetic if I'm still a loner. But its okay, I'm used to it.

Alright, let's get started!

Actually, he's my roommate's classmate. I barely know about him cause I'm not so into him and that time, I have feelings for someone else. One day, it was a really boring day and I felt like to disturb somebody. That somebody was him. I've got his number from Syaza (function habis). I was started our conv with just a lame 'hi'. He was replied to it! Okay, that's a normal thing. The abnormal thing is he's the one who was started the second conv. It quite made me shocked but I just let it be. Maybe he wanted to be friends with me and I don't even care about him.

Day by day, he was still tried to greet me. How I was doing, how was my exam went and others. So I tried to greet him back as a friend. (What you give, you'll get back). We're contacting each other every single day until now for almost 3 months. It such a good progress anyways. 

The sweet memories of us are I went to Seri Iskandar to support him when he had a football competition, we had some pictures together at the Majlis Anugerah Dekan and we went for a short trip for 2 times even though the second time he were coming with his roommates.

But, we'll not in a comfort zone forever. I found out he has a gf now and he's in a silent relay. He told me that last month. I asked him, "Why are you telling me this? The only me?". He answered, "I don't want you to know about this from other ppl cause I know you'll get mad. You hate when I'm hiding smth from you.". Well, I'm a bit touched about this. He knows me better. Me, Amira Syuhada, has no rights to control his life cause I'm no one to him. I'm just one of his girl friends. I think I should make up my mind and know where I stand. I'm no longer his fake gf and ppl should know the truth between us. And start from now on, I will leave him... forever. Thanks for treating me well all this while and be a good friend of mine. I hope you're having a long lasting relay with that lucky girl.

Sorrow

I just remembered about the incident that happened last year. It made me feel down and sad. 2014 is such an awful year to me. I cried a lot. I wanted to die, everyday. My laughed and smiled was gone. I turned to be a quiet person. I always out of space. And of course, I'm changed. Now, I learned that bestfriend is not 'everything'. We can't trust them easily cause they are the one that can backstab us back. They know everything about us, our weakness. See what my bff had done to me? I'm the type of person who rarely cry over the little things. But this is too much! They was tortured my mind just by their shitty words and the way they treated me. I'm not strong enough that time. Thanks to the other friends who gave me strength. I'm not holding grudge towards them but... sigh. Btw, Alhamdulillah I'm still alive until now. Eventhough there are so many obstacles in my life, I have to face them bravely. DON'T BE A WEAK GIRL, AMIRA SYUHADA!

Singapore ♥ -First Day-

Hey guys! Today I want to share some one of sweet moments with you. This is when I went to Singapore last year. With my friends. Meeya teringat nak cerita pasal ni pun sebab tadi tetiba Yanie mention. Hehee miss this moment a lots! Okay, let's start our story!

First day in Singapore

This is what we called Merlion. It is a Singapore's monument. Tempat first yg ktorang sampai kat sini lah. Elok sempat berpose dalam 10 photos, hujan pulak. Hahaha terus check-in hotel. Rehat 2 jam. And then ktorang pergi Bugis Street. Shopping dulu! Barang kat sana memang murah. Menyesal tak borong habis-habisan. Haaa! Dekat sini Meeya jumpa a guy. He's working at City Salon. His face... Oh my goodness! Look alike Kevin from UKISS (Korean group). Dua kali ktorang lalu depan kedai dia. Hehee he's very good looking. If ada rezeki pergi sana lagi, tempat first yg Meeya nak pergi is Bugis Street. Yeah!

Next place is South East Asia Aquarium.

Nahhh, dekat sini saje dah berejam kena queue up. Sampai sakit kaki. Macam-macam ragam manusia ktorang tengok. We met a Perfect Couple. Her bf is handsome, and she is damn cute. Masa tgh queue panjang-panjang tu, dorang siap dance sesame lagi. Awhhh, how sweet! Lepas kena queue tu, tengok ikan ke, jellyfish ke, ala kadar je sebab nak cepat keluar. Dalam ni la tapak kasut Meeya tercabut akibat Khairani yg pijak. Lol dia sibok nak record ikan berenang-renang masa tu. Kelakar la... Sebab Meeya tiba-tiba menjerit dalam video dia. Hahaha "Kharani... Kau pijak kasut aku!" Video tu still wujud and ada dekat dia :)

That night. Sampai hotel pun dah pukul 10.30pm. Then lepas mandi and solat, Meeya dgn Asnah pergi bilik Yanie + Najiha + Khairani. Buat semak dekat bilik dorang kejap. Sembang-sembang, gurau-gurau, makan-makan sampai pukul 12. Khairani tak habis-habis buat lawak dia. Semua ketawa sampai sakit perut. Bilik tu paling chaos. Hahaha dari luar dah boleh dengar suara kami. Next morning? Let's see apa yang terjadi. Nanti Meeya update lagi. Okay? ^^ Bye~

Miss Her

I have a friend. Her name is Najwa Hilmi. I know her since in standard one. But, Meeya mula rapat dengan dia bila masuk standard 6. Macam mana boleh rapat? Kita orang main dalam class time Hari Guru. Muahahaa miss that moment. Bila masuk form one, kita orang tak serapat dulu. Bila form 2, kita orang tak contact langsung. Dia pun dah mula sombong. Meeya sakit hati sangat dengan dia sebab dia janji dengan Meeya yang nak kawan dengan Meeya sampai bila bila. Dia cakap tu sambil menangis. One day, Meeya dengar dari kawan Meeya yang dia nak move to Melaka. Bila dah sampai birthday dia, Meeya wish laa. At that time, baru dia sedar yang Meeya still ingatkan dia walaupun dia dah lupakan Meeya. Memang sedih sangat. Meeya regret tak dapat jumpa dia before dia move :'( I hope one day, we'll met again.